i experience life in transitional and fleeting moments of: extrospection of a life and society that i feel has something dire and fundamentally wrong with it, bouts of introspection where I attempt to understand who i was, who i am, where I’m going, and my general place in existence through daydreaming and accounts of my experiences within music, literature, art, media, and other forms of literary arts, and a third state of playful, giddy, and dissociative rhapsody where i just kind of am and embodying consciousness and looking around the room for a while being grounded in my existence. articulating these states in my writing is a fun challenge that I enjoy and I'm interested in putting together categorized accounts of my existence here that transcend the superficiality that is modern social media